i just broke the record.
i stayed home for the WHOLE holidays.
you talk about no life.
dont ask me how i survive.
i dont really know myself.
bleach is overdue for 9 freaking days.
and i cant go and and return it.
missing out all the church events.
and im damn sad. ok.
service and clm today.
im going mad soon. seriously.
its like being jailed lah.
i will just be one of the many many many students in imh anyway.
at least my parents are off to china for one whole week next week.
monday to saturday.
maybe i will get some peace. and more freedom.
feeling the distance.
yet not the urgency.
whys the worth going down?
spiralling. and if it doesnt turn back.
that spells the end.
at this point in time, u will wonder.
wheres my friends?
